Rantings..

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***Its Long.. As I said in previous post..*****
****If You Find It Long, Dun Read, No Ones Forcing U To.****
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This world is a really funny place.. u conform to others people say ur not u.. and yet.. u be you.. they try to conform u.. its feels like we're like a talking acting robot with dynamic list for choosing different profiles to use with different people so we can fit in...which is something I once heard someone in army say..

I miss the NS days in unit where everyone can just be or act whoever they wanna be and not be outcasted for being ourselves or acting to fit others.. cos we've all got a long way to go together. There were many tired times.. and even yet more memorable times be it good or bad.
This is also the time where one can just let the brain rot and just do whatever is planned for the day even if it's drop dead boring.
I also miss the many dumb things we did.. watching movies all night and waking drop dead tired haha.

Change is all around, change is good..
but change is often misunderstood.
Change has to be gradual not forced at an instant.
Change is to be taking things one at a time and get used to it..
and eventually living it.
Change which is forced upon one self too quickly is nothing more than an act cos humans seldom adapt to new lifestyles so fast and they end up rigid cos they're forcing the part.
Change in environment is nice once in awhile,
but too fast too often would be culture shock.
Change does not always provide a different response..
Some changes still have the same old problem.
Sometimes change is a tough Pill to swallow as it might mean losing something rather than gaining.
Still life goes on even though u dun want it to, adding more and more tough pills for u to swallow

Like the story of where the rail road conductor lowered the raised tracks across the river and crushed his own son just so the train load of hundreds won't die instead..
some changes will be painful.. but necessary as it might mean losing something FOREVER!.
Some changes are intentional.. some are not.. but both intentional or unintentional changes can lead to unforseen circumstances which my cause gladness or heartache though with unforseen circumstances.. its often heartache.

Anywayz more videos.. Think i'll post at least a video a week. For now.. With Or Without You.